There are holes in my shoes

There are holes in my work shoes!!!

Since recently moving back to Los Angeles, I have had to work as a waitress. I promised myself I would not do this kind of job again, but as money is tight, I had to go to this fall back job.

I have found myself depressed, and cranky since getting back into the routine of serving people. For the most part customer treat servers like crap, its a great study in humanity. I'm not sure why it is this way, but it is!!! So I have been working really hard not to allow this to bring me down.

I had to buy black shoes for this profession, and after only four months of wear, they have holes in them. I was so upset that I couldn't afford to buy another pair, and then I reminded myself, that some people don't even own shoes. Some people don't have a job, and some people don't have their health. I am blessed, and I will choose to be thankful. I will wear my shoes until my boss notices and forces me to get a new pair.

My brother Alex has created a new show called missions in action, this is a life changing show, for the viewers, and voices it gives.

Lets all choose joy and be thankful, even if their are holes in our shoes!!! things could always be worse.

To watch Alex Boylans amazing show visit www.missionsinaction.tv and be grateful for what we all have :)

Mind and Body Maintance control

I have spent the last six months so focused on my body, getting in shape, eating right, I lagged on working on my mind.
I realized although I felt amazing from my vigorous workouts, I was feeling restless inside.
So I decided to stop and take an inventory of what was truly going on inside my head.
Life is so fast paced, so crazy spinning all the time. We have commitments, deadlines, and lovers to take care. We forget to stop and take care of ourselves. I recently bought a workbook entitled "Boundaries" which I am so thrilled to begin. I never really learned how to set good boundaries with people. Therefore I take on other people's emotions, and feel guilty all the time.
It boggles me down, and most of the time I don't even realize why I feel the way I do. The only true way to heal and correct these behaviors is to take the time you need with yourself, to ask some tough question's and meditate on changing them.
If you feel the way I do, I recommend taking a nice long walk, and just be present in the moment, buy a good workbook, that asked the questions you need to answer. Another recommended book, I did last year was "12 Steps to Spiritual Healing" This workbook was life changing for me. It really de-clutter my thinking, and helped me deal with life on more smoother surface.
Enjoy your day!!!!